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  “He will turn wild,” she said.

  “He is wild,” I said.

  “He will become dangerous,” she said.

  “He is dangerous now,” I said.

  I unbuckled the thick, spiked collar from the throat of the giant, lame sleen, Ramar, and pointed behind us, to the forest. The large, round eyes regarded me, as though quizzically.

  “Yes,” I said, “friend. Go.”

  A protestive growl emanated from the throat of the beast. It wound its body about me, moving, curling about me. I thrust the heavy body from me.

  “Go,” I said, sternly. “Yes, it is my wish.”

  “He does not want to go,” she said.

  “Go,” said I, to the sleen.

  I then, impulsively, knelt down and seized the massive body about the neck, and buried my face in the fur of his shoulder.

  “You are crying,” she said.

  “No,” I said.

  I then stood, and wiped my eyes with the back of my forearm.

  “You are crying,” she said.

  I scorned to respond to so foolish an allegation.

  Ramar whimpered.

  “The forest is there!” I said to him, turning his head with my hand toward the forest. “That is your world!” I said, pointing. “Go! Go!”

  I watched the sleen take its leave, its left, hind foot marking the sand, where he dragged it behind him.

  Then he was gone.

  I then turned to regard her.

  “Wipe the tears from your cheek,” I told her.

  She obeyed.

  To be sure, emotion is acceptable for women, and certainly for such as she, the sort which, though the least, is the most female of all women.

  She had been one of the two women who had been enclosed with me in the small, transparent container on the Prison Moon, two who had been deliberately, carefully selected by Priest-Kings, with all their shrewdness and science, with all their malevolent expertise, to constitute exquisite temptations for me, who were intended to be such as would prove irresistible to me, either of them a suitable engine to accomplish in time the destruction of my honor, either one of which was a banquet to lure me, tormented and starving, inevitably, sooner or later, from the rigors of my codes.

  I regarded her.

  She who had become the Lady Bina had been, at that time, long ago, in the container, no more than a Kur pet, a human pet of a superior life form, the Kurii, one at that time not even speeched, one at that time no more than a simple, naive, luscious, appetitious little animal. Surely the little beast was exquisitely desirable, who could deny that, but even then the other, the dark-haired captive, the English girl, Miss Virginia Cecily Jean Pym, clearly the product of a pathological culture, inhibited, unpleasant, arrogant, nasty, with such clearly ambivalent feelings toward men, even hostility toward males, was the one on whom I most wished to lay my hands, she whom I most desired to seize and subdue, whom I thought it would be most amusing to have in my arms, and force to buck and squirm, and whimper and plead, and cry out and beg, and weep in my arms her helpless, unconditioned, grateful, rapturous submission, that of the shattered, devastated, begging female to the will of the possessive, uncompromising, owning male. I do not think that she was objectively superior to the Kur pet, and might even have brought a lower price than the Kur pet in most markets, but she was somehow very special to me. Indeed, I have little doubt that she had been selected for me, with great care and skill, perhaps from amongst thousands, that she had been matched expertly to my inclinations, preferences, and needs, inclinations, preferences, and needs of which I might not even have been aware. Two other factors, too, I suspect, were involved. As she had been matched to me, I suspect that I had been matched to her, as well. The Priest-Kings, I suspect, had, so to speak, fitted us together. Had she no need of such as I, the temptation would have been primarily mine, and it would have failed of its devastating symmetricality. But I, so desiring her, how helpless I would have been, had she been, sooner or later, similarly distressed and tormented. How could we have then failed to embrace, and therewith comply with the will and intrigues of Priest-Kings?

  Do they not use us as their pawns, their dupes, and instruments? Using our congruent natures how could we, so subtly manipulated, have failed to dance upon their strings?

  The other factor involved was one I sensed early, the deep nature of the lovely English female, but had confirmed only after the rupturing of the Prison Moon, after the destruction and melting of a steel gate, and the opening of the container, these events implicated in the Kur raid, in their hurried, transitory seizure of an artificial moon, or a portion thereof, in that fearful traversing of forbidden borders, an act of perhaps unwise transgression, the fruit perhaps of a strange wager, one in which the winnings, seemingly the liberation of a single, imprisoned warrior, and one commonly their foe, would seem small, put against the risks of loss, the possible retribution and reprisal of Priest-Kings, masters of Gor and her space.

  Surely much was rushed for time was short.

  Presumably within Ehn, so shortly, the ships of Priest-Kings might come to investigate, to succor, to retaliate, to recover their threatened, violated sphere, the Prison Moon.

  Squirming in terror on the flooring outside the container, on its metal plating, amongst the clawed feet of Kur raiders, fearing to be destroyed, even eaten, by what to her were fierce and incomprehensible beasts, she had cried out “Masters!”

  This had surprised me.

  I had been startled, though I had sensed even in the container something of the deep nature, the hidden reality, of the lovely, petty, snobbish, supercilious Miss Pym.

  Who knows the secret thoughts locked in the diary of a woman’s dreams? And how few of them would dare to open the pages of that intimate journal to a stranger’s perusal.

  How tragically alone such women are!

  And how natural it is that they should fear, at first, not to be alone!

  Many fear even to speak to themselves, let alone another.

  In her extremity, her elections of certain utterances were, of course, not to be unexpected in a female.

  They are common in the history of worlds.

  What have they to bargain with, save their beauty?

  And will it be enough?

  Is it sufficient? Is it enough that they will be spared, to be brought, perhaps rather sooner than later, to the sales block?

  But such a cry was to be expected, not only in any woman at the feet of males, but particularly from one such as she, who, in a thousand ways, I discerned, sensed the fittingness of her position, her prostration.

  Had she not been so, in one way or another, in her dreams, on the smooth, scarlet tiles of a conqueror’s palace, on the deep-piled rug within the tent of a desert chieftain, on the deck of a pirate’s vessel?

  In a pathological culture, of course, many things are kept concealed, often those which are most illuminating and meaningful, most important.

  She had shortly thereafter explicitly proposed herself as a slave, indeed had pathetically begged bondage. Indeed, a moment later, she had clearly, explicitly, pronounced herself slave.

  These words, “I am a slave,” were cried out in full consciousness. They came from the subterranean depths of her, as a quaking, helpless, unexpected eruption of truth from the volcano of her being.

  What a moment of release, of emotion, that must have been for her!

  In that moment she had grasped her womanhood, only, to be sure, to soon desire to repudiate it, again.

  But it was too late.

  With those words, she had, by her own deed, become a slave.

  And such words cannot be unspoken.

  It is done.

  She is then helpless to qualify, reduce, diminish, or revoke the words, for she is then a slave.

  All that remains is that she be claimed.

  That had been done later, weeks later, in the Pleasure Cylinder, a small adjunct or auxiliary world to the Steel World at that time ruled
by Agamemnon, Theocrat of the World, Eleventh Face of the Nameless One. Three other such related worlds were the Hunting World, used for Kur sport, the Industrial World, in which its manufacturing was accomplished, and the Agricultural World, in which a variety of crops were raised under controlled conditions, largely by automation. Kurii are naturally carnivorous, but in the limited environments of the Steel Worlds a number of processed foods have been developed, with which they may be nourished. Humans, and other animals, too, of course, were commonly raised for food. Following the services of a number of human allies in the rebellion, however, humans are no longer eaten in the Steel World in question, and, I understand, in certain of the others. The “cattle humans” who were raised specifically for meat are herded about and cared for, or relocated, but no longer eaten. It is supposed they will eventually disappear as they are large, clumsy, lumbering beasts disinclined to mate. Their numbers in the past were increased by means of artificial insemination. The ships of Peisistratus, incidentally, were docked within the Pleasure Cylinder. It was from one of its locks that his ship had exited, and sped to Gor.

  “Ramar is gone,” she said, looking toward the forest.

  “Yes,” I said.

  “You freed him,” she said.

  “Of course,” I said. “He should be free.”

  “Should I not be free?” she asked.

  “No,” I said.

  “I do not mind being as I am,” she said.

  “It does not matter whether you do or not,” I said.

  “I see,” she said. “My will is nothing.”

  “Precisely,” I said.

  “You would keep me as I am?”

  “Of course.”

  “Why?” she asked.

  “You are a female,” I said.

  “Many females are free,” she said.

  “True,” I said.

  “Do you think that women should be slaves?”

  “The most desirable ones, of course,” I said. “They are of the most interest. The others do not matter.”

  “I have heard that Goreans believe all women should be slaves,” she said.

  “You could probably find a Gorean free woman who does not accept that, but then she has not been in the collar.”

  “If she were in the collar, she would change her mind?”

  “If she were in the collar,” I said, “it does not matter whether she changed her mind or not.”

  “She would still be in the collar.”

  “Of course.”

  “I suppose that Gorean men,” she said, “believe all women should be slaves.”

  “I would not know what all Gorean men believe,” I said, “but many Gorean men believe that all women are slaves, only that not all of them are in collars, as they should be.”

  “I see,” she said.

  I looked upon her, as one such as she may be looked upon.

  She straightened her body.

  “Shall I strip and assume inspection position?” she inquired.

  I did not respond to her. I recalled she had earlier referred to the Lady Bina, but had omitted her title, as “Lady.” That title is given only to free women, unless it might be, in virtue of its inappropriateness, bestowed in such a way as to terrify one such as she.

  In inspection position one such as she would normally be stripped, and standing with her feet spread, and her hands clasped either behind the back of her neck, or behind her head. In this way the breasts are lifted nicely, and, given the position of the hands, one has no interference to one’s vision, and, similarly, one may, perhaps walking about her, test her for firmness, and for vitality, and such things. Teeth are often examined, as well. A barbarian girl, brought from Earth, often can be told from fillings in the teeth. Another common mark is a vaccination mark, usually thought by Goreans to be an Earth brand. Goreans prefer, of course, Gorean brands, which are commonly clear, tasteful, unmistakable, and beautiful.

  “You are no longer on the Steel World,” I said. “Here is a planet, with openness. You are not now encircled with curving walls of steel. Perhaps you think things will be different for you here.”

  “Doubtless in some respects,” she said.

  “Essentially?”

  “I do not know,” she said.

  “They will not be,” I said. “This is Gor.”

  “I wear a collar,” she said.

  “Precisely,” I said.

  “Collar!” I snapped.

  Instantly she faced me, holding her hands slightly behind her, and lifted her chin.

  She had received, I saw, some training in the Pleasure Cylinder. This would have occurred before she had been claimed.

  It was appropriate, of course, that she should have been apprised of such things, or several such things, even before her claiming.

  In such a way, in so simple a manner, may be precluded various instructions with the leather.

  In this position the collar may be conveniently read.

  I held the collar with two hands.

  “What does the collar say?” I asked.

  “I cannot read,” she said. “I am told it says ‘I am the property of Tarl Cabot.’”

  “That is correct,” I informed her. “Who am I?”

  “Tarl Cabot,” she said.

  “Then whose property are you?” I asked.

  “Yours,” she said, “- Master.”

  “You are a slave,” I said.

  “Am I?” she asked.

  “Yes,” I said.

  “Even here?” she said.

  “Yes,” I said.

  “Do you wish to be freed?” I asked.

  “There is nowhere to go,” she said. “I could not live.”

  “Do you wish to be freed?” I repeated.

  “No,” she said.

  “Why not?”

  “I beg not to be made to speak,” she said.

  “You are clad as a slave,” I said.

  “Yes,” she said.

  She wore a Gorean slave tunic.

  It was a brief, gray shipping tunic, from the ship of Peisistratus. It had a number inscribed on the upper left side, “27.” This number, as others, had been correlated with the numbers of a set of chaining rings, number 1 with ring 1, and so on. She with others of her sort had thus been chained in an orderly fashion, serially, in one of the ship’s corridors. By means of the numbers a girl, if removed from her chaining ring, can be returned to the same ring. Order, discipline, and precision are important in the closed environment of a ship. I had removed her from her ring several times during the voyage. The Lady Bina, on the other hand, had been accorded quarters, as she had insisted, in the cabin of Peisistratus himself, the captain, who then, with her guard, Grendel, had bunked with his men. It must not be thought surprising that the Lady Bina had been deferred to, for she was a free woman.

  The girl before me was fetching in the shipping tunic, but that was not surprising as such tunics, even such as hers, a shipping tunic, are not designed to conceal the charms of their occupant.

  The Gorean slave tunic, incidentally, is a form of garment with several purposes. In its revealing brevity and lightness it well marks the difference between the slave and the free woman, a difference of great consequence on Gor. From the point of view of the free woman it supposedly humiliates and degrades the slave, reminding her of her worthlessness, and that she can be bought and sold, that she is no more than a domestic animal, an article of goods, and such. The slave, on the other hand, as she grows accustomed to her status, and its remarkable value in the eyes of men, tends to revel in its enhancement of her charms, a pleasure which is likely to be seriously begrudged her by the more heavily clad free woman. Few women, of course, object to being found appealing, even excruciatingly desirable, by males. Do not even free women sometimes inadvertently disarrange their veils? So, many slaves, at least in the absence of free women, before whom they are likely to grovel and cower, and wisely, to avoid being beaten, luxuriate and rejoice in their beauty and its display. A
slave tunic, you see, leaves little to the imagination. Other advantages, too, adhere to such garments. For example, as they commonly lack a nether closure, with the exception of the Turian camisk, the slave is constantly, implicitly, advised of her delicious vulnerability as a property, and reminded of one of her major concerns, which is to please the master, instantly and without question, to the best of her ability, in any way he may wish. The slave, on her part, too, cannot help but find such garments arousing. In their way they serve to ignite and stoke the slave fires in her lovely belly. It is no wonder slaves often find themselves at the feet of their master, kneeling, and begging. Too, such garments are supposed to make it difficult to conceal weapons. There is no place in such a garment, for example, for a dagger. To be sure, it can be a capital offense for a slave to touch a weapon without a free person’s permission, so there is little danger of the slave’s attempting to conceal a weapon in the first place. But the garment, too, makes it difficult, or impossible, to conceal a roll, a purloined larma, or such. When the slave shops, if she is permitted to use her hands, and is not sent out back-braceleted with a coin sack tied about her neck, she commonly holds the coins clenched in her fist, or, not unoften, either, holds them in her mouth. Such garments are cheap, too, of course, and require little cloth. Too, many are designed with a disrobing loop, by means of which the garment may be easily removed, to be swept from her, or dropped, to fall about her ankles, depending on the garment. The loop is usually at the left shoulder, as most masters are right-handed.